... but my feelings are not.
Neither is my pussy. It's lonely and confused.

Tall Boy left after his job here was done, he kissed me full on the mouth and said: "See you soon"- who knows what that means?

At least I get the gratification to know that his throbbing cock wasn't taken care of today either, unless him and my boss did it whilst I was waiting in a little cafe at lunch time... doubt it though!

He must have gone home with seriously blue balls yesterday.

He was hard all day, as he let me feel when he put my hand on himself through his jeans as we walked back from lunch hand in hand, when he pushed himself against me in that random door way (yes, it was about 3 o'clock in the afternoon, we got some strange looks!) when I snuck over to his desk for a kiss and a grope.

"It's a shame that desk doesn't have a long tablecloth", I told him. "You could tell my boss: Oh, Sienna's just popped out to the shops..." Wicked grin.

He typed on the MSN: "I am trying to consolidate some figures... but I'd rather do it with my cock in your mouth".
Holding hands over lunch. "A proper date", I joke. He pays. "A date at lunchtime for people with busy lives", he chuckles. Another stag do this weekend, so he won't be around.
He asks if I still speak to KB. I don't really want to go into it, so we briefly touch on his ex, then move on to a different subject.

******

"Fuck me, fuck me!" my pussy whispers, moistening in anticipation.
"Take me, take me!", shivers my body when his hands grip me hard (he is so big, I am sure I couldn't stop his passion if I tried).
"Love me, love me!" plead my eyes, my lips on his stubble, my fingers in his soft curly hair. So I close them.

"What the fuck is going on!?" screams my brain, silently. "First, you couldn't even get him to go for a cocktail with you, then he was too 'respectful' of your relationship with KB to say anything, now he won't let go of your tongue or your hand or your booty, what are you, a fucking TOY?!"

A kiss on the mouth, "I'll see you soon"- his job is done, he's gone... WTF!?!?!?