It just struck me that Tall Boy is incrediby stupid.
To have missed the signs I was giving him for months and months. That I liked him and wanted to be alone with him, take him out etc... Is he thick?
To sleep with me when I'm drunk - it's never that good when she's drunk boys, and may lead to all sorts of complications.
To start something which can only be described as a sordid affair with me. Hang on a minute, was he not thinking that if things go wrong (as they have a habit of doing even in "serious", "loving" relationships) he might LOSE HIS JOB or that his company may well LOSE OUR BUSINESS?
Insane, isn't it?
That he's not even thinking ahead that much as to at least give me the illusion that he might genuinely care about me is really beyond my comprehension.
It also strikes me how incredibly stupid I must be for texting him last night: "You've got me thinking about your hard cock". NOT a good move. I am sure he's now utterly confused.
"What a pity", he text back, "you weren't thinking about it an hour ago- I was on the tube and could have made a little stop to show it to you 
Sweet dreams xx"
OK, this takes the BISQUIT OF STUPIDITY! Just fucking RING the girl, RING her bell and FUCK her senseless- she's so stupid she'd probably do it.
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2007-05-03 @ 13:55