I think I am just not suited to "being with" just one man.

I mean, a man can disappoint you in so many ways, and although 3 men can disappoint you three times as much, having some kind of "back up guy" can save you from becoming too down in the dumps about someone ignoring you.

It never works how you'd like it to, though: either they all crowd you at once, or they all disappear from the face of the earth at the same time.

Yacht Boy has suddenly re-surfaced, and invited me for a weekend's sailing.
Now he is "less busy at work", turned 29 and bought a boat, he seems to have remembered me all of a sudden. Just to re-cap, he is the guy I met at Chinawhite's at Easter, who thought my friend D was a man...
Then we had a nice dinner/drinks/snogging date, a sailing invitation followed and was never followed up, and the earth swallowed him or something.

Anyway, sailing it is then. After all, what can I lose, single and fancy-free as I am!?

I was beginning to get cold feet however, when he mentioned that we'd stay on the boat overnight. I mean, I have seen this boy exactly twice in my life: what is he thinking? Apparently, his brother and the girlfriend are coming too, but on their own boat. I don't feel threatened by the prospect of staying the night with him, just a bit daunted as I don't know him well.

I also hope that my sore throat will recover for Saturday.

Channel Man has sent a text the length of a cheap novel from South Africa: It appears that they had a small car accident in Durban, and poor Channel Man was scared for his life in the "gun-carrying" suburbs. Still, nice of him to enquire about the state of my tan, and to tell me the exact units he's been drinking. What am I, his AA sponsor!?

Canadaboy has found some pictures of the year we spent together in London on his phone, and posted them on his site. How lovely, and what great memories! I came over all sentimental. I miss that boy... We recently had a long msn conversation about his recent break-up, despite his ex-girlfriend's "perfect pussy"... I'll spare you the details. LOL!

Doc 2, the Greek God has been suspiciously quiet. No more talks of Mykonos, but he confirmed that there were nasty fires in Athens... it seemed to worry him. I am not surprised, just look at the news!

I recently thought of the Indian Prince. Long time no speak... I think he knew that inviting me on a lavish holiday wouldn't guarantee him access to my nether regions (although, admittedly, it probably would) and so he gave up and threw himself back into his company. As well as, undoubtedly, the company of women closer in proximity.

Phat Boy got an email from me yesterday. I apologised for being out of touch and asked for my pyjamas back if he didn't happen to pass through the UK anytime soon. I really hope we can stay friends, and I hope he won't press for details of my feelings towards him. I mean, how do you tell someone that in order for you to fancy them they'd have to halve their bodyweight and become less jealous?

According to his profile, Sportscar Boy (2005) is now "in a relationship" with some Latvian beauty, born (wait for it!) in 1985. I am sure she is young enough to find his Porsche a compensation for his disappointing penis size and performance...

I found out that cute Chelsea Boy has a fuckbuddy. Funnily enough, we are close as ever, tell each other we love one another and kiss on the lips, but our friendship does have an odd "siblings" feeling about it. We flirt, we regret he's not older than me (or at least I do), but I guessed about him and FB and he confirmed it.
I am jealous... after all, what does she have that I don't? He said it was more "friends with benefits" but made no suggestion where I might go for my benefits. Still, I hope this won't stop us spending time together. I might even get to work with him soon!

On a more positive note, I think I am falling for someone. I haven't met him yet, but I can't wait. He sounds absolutely lovely, thinks I am perfect and he looks cute in his pictures. Unfortunately he lives abroad at the moment, but you can't have everything, can you... His voice is beautiful, and I am looking forward to seeing him face to face. I just hope he's not boring...